Quiz thing

How You Are In Love
You fall in love quickly and easily. And very often.You tend to take more than give in relationships.You need your space and privacy. You don't like to be smothered.You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change.You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard.

Hmm that actually is me...in places...

Proceed with caution

Well...over the past week there have been many exams...that being PE, spanish listening and reading and english lit and stuff...also RE on Friday there...it has been suffiently uninteresting to say the least.

On Friday i went to Fire with Nicci, Amy and Allie at this church in Dunmurray. It began with worship which normally would have made me feel kinda uncomfortable cause i didn't know any of the songs (bar one) but it didn't...i felt like i belonged and i was actually really confortable...i listened to the start of the songs and then was able to sing along like everyone else.
The band was great...they were all getting so into it and being so moved by the music. There was a guy on the keyboard and he was banging away at cords and playing the melody occasionally and at the odd time sweeping his hand over the keys, it was class!
The drummer was amazing...just the way he got into the rhythm and the mood and the way he sung too was really class. The guitar player was headbanging when the music really started to move in..in all i just thought it was amazing. It wasn't that there were even that many people there..it was just the fact that you could totally feel stuff through that music..it was really powerful.

Then the talk that the guy gave afterward was really good. He just said about some of his own personal experiences and stuff and when i next looked at my phone, since the beginning, 40 mins has passed..i was really amazed that he had kept my interest for that long, without me having to have looked at my phone for the time.
Anyway..i'm actually really looking forward to going back some day.

Has any one else heard of Panic! at the disco? They're this really great band...well in my opinion...they have this great song called "i write sins not tragedies" that i really just love. The first time i heard it, i actually did not like it so much...but now i love it, a lot! So if you want to hear it and haven't yet just holler and i'll send it to you via msn!

It is actually so great, i don't another exam till thursday! Woo! ...Though bearing in mind that it is bio...i had to start all my booklets from the beginning again because i'd forgotten stuff...got up to the reproduction booklet and got bored...got more than half way through it though, so be proud of that at least!... :S ...lol

Someone really needs to help me find the piano music for the theme from the corspe bride! It's such a cool piano piece and i really want to know how to play it! :'(!

Anyways, best ttyl

over and out!

"...shed a tear, susupended in fear...- Every soul is starving here..."

Isn't it amazing how emotions can change so suddenly?...I was getting all depressed because of the add maths and how damn difficult parts of it are. Then i came to finding the shaded area under a graph, i wasn't even going to look at it because all the formula looked so confusing but then i just stuck with it and then after reading the examples, i tried some questions in the text book. I got them all right! :D Ahh i was soo happy! Ahh..brings a smile to my face now just thinking about it...ok they're not actually that hard but when you'd given up hope, like i had then figuring them out can really bring your mood up.
I was all happy, until i left my room and came down here to the computer...mood slowly decintergrated...When you have to revise, you daydream...there's no denying it, everyone does it at some point, there's only so long you can focus for...well i get thinking about stuff and really stuff isn't that great anymore...if that even makes sense. Like i said, emotions can change so suddenly...so can feelings...in the wise words of Ash, "Sometimes it happens, feelings die."
It's sad...but it's true...i suppose nothing can last forever...even something that was so special at first and you thought would never die...thought that you'd be happy being in that place, that time, for the rest of your life...feelings die, emotions change...it's a fact of life. Sometimes it just wasn't meant to be...everthing happens for a reason...etc, all that sort of stuff...

I don't know why i'm writing such pathetic shit right now...i really don't...cause i'm not in a bad mood or anything...i'm just kinda sad right now...not even...just in a pathetic sort of way...when important things just don't happen the way you want them to, the way they should do...it doesn't make you feel too great. When you feel like you're being neglected...forgotten for a while...it doesn't make you feel great, that's really just how i feel right now...

The summer actually looks so promising. Freedom...such a sweet word really. Reminds me of Braveheart, the movie i was watching last night...William Wallace aka Mel Gibson's last words...his last breath...all his strength but into that one word, that give the men the courage to fight the English one last time...sweet victory and even sweeter freedom for Scotland.
Of course that's probably completely historically inaccurate but ahh well...it was a sweet movie.
So...the French princess told King Edward as he was dying that she was carrying a child not of his line...which means it was Wallace's...if that's true to history, does that mean that his line is still out there somewhere?

Well, this post was actually so full of even randomer shit than usual so i'll end it now.
over and out!

Love Hurts

This is a poem i found on deviant art which i thought was really nice. Simple but still nice.

If you are willing to love
You must face the pain
You may like the sunshine
But you will have the rain

Sometimes you feel
You should be wearing a shroud
Tears will fallLike rain from a cloud

There will be good times
There will be sad
Enjoy the good
Forget the bad

It is easy to say
But so hard to doI
f you are in loveI wish the best for you

Hearts do get broken
Times do get rough
Words that are spoken

Can be pretty tough

I guess it is worth it
Though sure I am not
When I was pain free
I think I forgot

I want to be the only hand you need to hold on to...

ok, hopefully didn't use that title there before

Thought the blog was due an update, so i decided to do it now. Have yet to learn the rest of my home life orals and to start leisure...they're supposed to be completely learnt for tomorrow...crap..ah well...i'm sure i can manage to bluff my way through it...if i can get a general idea of the question i should be able to answer it.

Well as you all probably know i'm just after completing my dk of ed gold practice. Woo! Because the Moures are actually so small and crap, we ended up going over routes that we'd already done. On the first day they had us doing Hare's Gap and on the second day we were coming back down it again. *rolls eyes*

When looking at the route cards Stephan saw that we had to go to Hore's Bridge on the last day (i know funny name) and i said "Oh! I know that!"...cause i did...of course that ended up coming out kinda wrong and was therefore an excuse for Stephan to make jokes...i believe one of them was "So that where you met adam then?"...pftt...
Also said another stupid thing...they were talking about playing strip poker and i refused to partipate and said i'd just sit happily and watch...meaning that it'd be amusing to see them all get embarrased and make a fool of themselves...of course it came out sounding incredibly purvey and of course was the cause of much mocking...-_-...many sexist comments came from the guys during the four days...i'd say most of them were from Stephan...all in joke though...still i hit him all the same.
On the last day, we finished up in Tollymore. Everyone got chips and/or ice cream and it was soo soo good...proper food...well ok hot food...or ok just NICE food from after 4 days of total crap. Boil in the bags...what more can i say? Though i did have an extremely nice pasta meal on the first night...it was pretty damn good...

On monday...after 4 days up in the Mournes, i got up early and i did part of the marathon for my sister. What a nice sister am i? My muscles were actually screaming in pain...it hurt :( ... everyone feel sorry for me, come on i want to hear it, where's the sympathy people!? ...pftt you're all useless... :P oj
Everytime i ran it hurt my muscles a lot so i had to walk quite a lot of it, which was really annoying because i had worked on my fitness over Easter and could definately have run more, if not all of it if i'd been in better physical condition.
I want to do it next year, so if anyone wants to join my relay team, raise your hand! All entrants have to be over 16 btw.

Look out for this amazing piano player, Ludovico Einaudi, his pieces are beautiful. They're soo relaxing. I can send people songs if they want to hear it. I have to order his book, just so i can learn how to play the pieces...they don't actually sound too hard..but maybe they have a hard key signature or something?

I've been practicing a lot of Phantom of the Opera. I can play All i ask of you (which has a hell of a lot of flats) as does Music of the Night which i've also been playing. I've been playing Wishing you were some how here again which is such a beautiful piece. It's really nice to sing too.
I've been trying to get the cords right on the main tune...they're actually really hard but i'm getting there...that's as far as my playing of that piece has got lol.

Best go now

Over and out!