"...shed a tear, susupended in fear...- Every soul is starving here..."
Isn't it amazing how emotions can change so suddenly?...I was getting all depressed because of the add maths and how damn difficult parts of it are. Then i came to finding the shaded area under a graph, i wasn't even going to look at it because all the formula looked so confusing but then i just stuck with it and then after reading the examples, i tried some questions in the text book. I got them all right! :D Ahh i was soo happy! Ahh..brings a smile to my face now just thinking about it...ok they're not actually that hard but when you'd given up hope, like i had then figuring them out can really bring your mood up.
I was all happy, until i left my room and came down here to the computer...mood slowly decintergrated...When you have to revise, you daydream...there's no denying it, everyone does it at some point, there's only so long you can focus for...well i get thinking about stuff and really stuff isn't that great anymore...if that even makes sense. Like i said, emotions can change so suddenly...so can feelings...in the wise words of Ash, "Sometimes it happens, feelings die."
It's sad...but it's true...i suppose nothing can last forever...even something that was so special at first and you thought would never die...thought that you'd be happy being in that place, that time, for the rest of your life...feelings die, emotions change...it's a fact of life. Sometimes it just wasn't meant to be...everthing happens for a reason...etc, all that sort of stuff...
I don't know why i'm writing such pathetic shit right now...i really don't...cause i'm not in a bad mood or anything...i'm just kinda sad right now...not even...just in a pathetic sort of way...when important things just don't happen the way you want them to, the way they should do...it doesn't make you feel too great. When you feel like you're being neglected...forgotten for a while...it doesn't make you feel great, that's really just how i feel right now...
The summer actually looks so promising. Freedom...such a sweet word really. Reminds me of Braveheart, the movie i was watching last night...William Wallace aka Mel Gibson's last words...his last breath...all his strength but into that one word, that give the men the courage to fight the English one last time...sweet victory and even sweeter freedom for Scotland.
Of course that's probably completely historically inaccurate but ahh well...it was a sweet movie.
So...the French princess told King Edward as he was dying that she was carrying a child not of his line...which means it was Wallace's...if that's true to history, does that mean that his line is still out there somewhere?
Well, this post was actually so full of even randomer shit than usual so i'll end it now.
over and out!
I was all happy, until i left my room and came down here to the computer...mood slowly decintergrated...When you have to revise, you daydream...there's no denying it, everyone does it at some point, there's only so long you can focus for...well i get thinking about stuff and really stuff isn't that great anymore...if that even makes sense. Like i said, emotions can change so suddenly...so can feelings...in the wise words of Ash, "Sometimes it happens, feelings die."
It's sad...but it's true...i suppose nothing can last forever...even something that was so special at first and you thought would never die...thought that you'd be happy being in that place, that time, for the rest of your life...feelings die, emotions change...it's a fact of life. Sometimes it just wasn't meant to be...everthing happens for a reason...etc, all that sort of stuff...
I don't know why i'm writing such pathetic shit right now...i really don't...cause i'm not in a bad mood or anything...i'm just kinda sad right now...not even...just in a pathetic sort of way...when important things just don't happen the way you want them to, the way they should do...it doesn't make you feel too great. When you feel like you're being neglected...forgotten for a while...it doesn't make you feel great, that's really just how i feel right now...
The summer actually looks so promising. Freedom...such a sweet word really. Reminds me of Braveheart, the movie i was watching last night...William Wallace aka Mel Gibson's last words...his last breath...all his strength but into that one word, that give the men the courage to fight the English one last time...sweet victory and even sweeter freedom for Scotland.
Of course that's probably completely historically inaccurate but ahh well...it was a sweet movie.
So...the French princess told King Edward as he was dying that she was carrying a child not of his line...which means it was Wallace's...if that's true to history, does that mean that his line is still out there somewhere?
Well, this post was actually so full of even randomer shit than usual so i'll end it now.
over and out!
posted by soraya at 11:36 AM
2 Comments:
I feel like that sometimes too...
We must be going emo :S
At least, according to James...
Mm. Fine line between normal teenagers and emo, just saying it's hard to tell which side you're on anymore. So I'll play it safe.
As amusing as Braveheart is as a movie, perhaps we should be more critical of Hollywood scriptwriters' version of history?
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