My heart can't possibly break...it wasn't even whole to start with...

I was out on St Patrick's day at the rugby match, for those of you who didn't see it even on tv, you were all totally missing out. The cambell guys just kept getting injured...at least i think it was them...there was a small bit of confusion at the start over which team was which but that all got cleared up.
All the guys played really well, there was something about a number 13, i can't even remember what team he was on now but he was supposed to be amazing. Actually thought that cambell was going to win at the start because methody's defence was kinda crap, you just felt like screaming at them "tackle him!!!!" silly people...just let him run on past....

Anyways Saturday bore another great rugby match. Ireland vrs England. Within the first minute of the game England had scored a try and that caused my dad to tut rather loudly and incredibly annoyingly. It was down to the last 10minutes and Ireland and England were drawing on 24 i think it was. Then of course another amazing try for Ireland, it was so unexpected, you never would've seen it coming. They of course went on to win. There was a really controversial try at one point, where the ball had technically gone out of play before one of the Ireland players kicked it back in and along to the line, where he got a try.

On Saturday my sister was down in Downpatrick at a lifesaving competition. Adam and David were actually going to it too and Tamsin went up to Adam and asked if he was Adam. Ahh the poor child got embarrased when he told her he was called James...random i know but anyways...

My cousins came up later that night and Harrison bluetoothed me this really really gross Garfield thing...seriously it is disgusting...why haven't i deleted that yet?? Hmmm...it was hard enough to keep the two boys entertained all evening...i think i was ready to pass out with tiredness by the time they left. Had a nice curry for dinner that night..hmm it was good...i want some now... :(...

On Sunday i did nothing but work...found out that i had done the wrong maths paper so i still have one left to do...thank goodness i have till thursday like..have learnt my spanish presentation :)

Today because i was off school i went to horse riding and my mum filmed it as part of my whole trial run before doing the proper one for the GCSE. I was able to see myself jumping and stuff and can really see how much i've progressed since the summer or even when i started taking lessons. I can actually sit to the canter now, instead of bouncing about all places in the saddle and can actually jump to and my feet do not go out of the stirrups. Had a really hairy moment earlier when i jumped a whole higher than i had just been practicing and the horse approached the jump funny...she "stood off it" or something and so i went flying up in the air and ended up on the horse's neck...everyone thought i was coming off...i thought i was coming off like...twas scary but i had to just jump it again anyway, hardly anytime to fix myself before i was ordered to trot on again lol...

Should really go find some dinner here before i go out to the wonderfully exciting st john ambulance meeting...woopee...

P.S. Emma you might like this. An old MCR video http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qvGISwE8u8Q&search=my%20chemical%20romance it won't work properly without freezing the first time you see it but it will if you let it run through. Tis a cool song. :)

Over and out!

Well this be the formal picture :) ...

I've never felt this way before...with you around me i don't feel it's over now...

Ahh i just got a really old song into my head...S Club 7... "i never had a dream come true, till the day that i found you.." and so on...dearie me...that is not good at all...i better have it long been out of my head by the time i get to St John or else i might irrate some people with my unnecassary singing...

On to the news though. Last Thursday was the formal and i was pretty damn excited all day, also very happy that i was going to get to see Adam after over 2 weeks of not seeing him, which kinda sucked.
I usually get home quite late on Thursdays but i was still prepared for that. The plan was to get up to Ruth's house in Carryduff for 5 ...however that did not quite work out. My mum spent ages chatting, so when i did get home it was after 4:30 or there abouts. I got changed into my normal jeany sort of stuff and then got all my formal "equipment" so to speak in my bag all ready to go. My mother however had other plans and insisted i eat some of her extremely peppery carrot soup...to say the least it was foul...she then told me whilst i forced the disgusting mixture down my throat that she could not bring me up to Carryduff until after she'd dropped Natalie off at work, so i would be there for 5:30...this was still pushing it...
When she left the room i poured the rest of the soup down the sink and then stormed upstairs...apparantly i should've informed my mother of the details, which i do remenber doing, clearly she did not bother to take the time to listen to what i was saying.
Coming close to 5:30 i began to grow panicy and had to do my make up or else i wouldn't have time later...5:30 came and went and still my mother was not home. Growing very frantic and annoyed i began to pace the house, going from room to room frequently looking outside over the field to the corner of the drive way for our car...there was still no sight of her...
Needless to say i was very very angry at this stage too. Finally she came back and i got into the car. We made it up to Ruth's house for 6:00. 6:00!!!!!!!!!!!

I got out of the car and was greeted by Ruthie, Adam, Ian and David, who all looked very nice in their formalware...at this stage i was still in my normal clothes...the taxi was to come at 6:30. -_- I think i remenber Ian saying something like "Great formal outfit"...which i'm sure would've been amusing but i was too fustrated at the time to pay it much attention.
Actually managed to get ready in an extremely short space of time and also put some curls in Ruth's hair...at that stage i had one shoe on and the other off... finally i was all ready and looked fairly presentable. We all went over to Beulah's house and her mum and Joel took pictures, the taxi came soon after.

Arriving at the Hilton we all went upstairs to the bar area and i got introduced to many people. Was slightly intimidating as i knew very little of the people there...remenber a few names too surprisingly...
Adam and i got our photograph done by the photographer dude...he couldn't get Adam's name right, it ended up being O'Hallian...twas very odd...
The dinner was quite nice. The waiter came round and placed our napkins on us...that was a new experience to say the least. :O! i almost forgot to mention!! Adam got me a corsage! :D! Twas extremely pretty, it was a creamy colour and smelt very nice. I've put it on the boiler where it is drying out, so i can keep it. For the dinner we got fruit for starters, like melon and berries...the main course was ok..it was a chicken thing, which was odd and i only had like 2 bites of it as it still had the skin on it and i'm a really picky eater... Desert was great :P, twas poffiteroles covered in lots of chocolate sauce, soo good :) ahh i wish i had some now... :( sniffle...

The music at it was incredibly crap. Stupid steeky beat dance music...enough to make you vomit like...Ian was headbanging to it...twas amusing....also extremely amusing was David dancing (not saying he's a bad dancer or anything cause he wasn't but he was drunk so yea that was funny, have it on video for those who want to see it! :P)
Hmm that was pretty much it...and no james i did not get pissed... -_-... grrr :P

On Saturday i had a nice birthday outing with everyone. Missed the first bus which was incredibly annoying and completely NOT fault at all...had to wait half an hour for the next one, so i walked down to the garage and bought some chocolate to cheer myself up...pretended i was pondering over which magazine to buy as well, when really was reading bits of them to pass the time.
Finally got into town and met up with Adam and Conor and then Ruth. We then went to meet up with Emma L, Tasha and James. The day passed pleasantly enough and even Amy made an appearance with Justyn, for like 5mins but still it was nice to see her out of school.
Emma Cook and Emma Prince came in later on and we got hot chocolate in Clements and then went to Villa Italia for dinner.
It was really nice in there. I got some pizza which i split with Emmaha (Emma P) and Emma C. Adam atttempted to make a speech, which was sweet, however James did one also that was very sweet also and actually pretty impressive. In case i never said thank you for that, here it is "thank you" :P.
I had a really class time of it and i know that i really have a load of amazing friends, all you guys rock and i love you all! :P

over and out!

The rain came down so hard that night..

Well everyone should know what day it is...and by that i do not mean that it is St David's day...the national patron saint of Wales, for those of you who didn't know...

I know have a new phone so that means a new number...and i don't think it would be wise to post that up on the internet, cause i don't want anyone screwing with my phone and having all the same problems with it that i had with the old one...again for those of you who don't know, it stole money and stuff by involuntarily calling this number..pftt it really was annoying...
The new phone is totally awesome! It has such a good camera and take really clear pictures...oh and videos too! Tis class...is important to remenber that it is also purple! Hehe a purple phone! :D! Tis really really brilliant!
http://www.phones4u.co.uk/shop/shop_contract_details.asp?ItemKey=136945
you'll see a nice picture here

Now have the Corpse Bride on DVD too..it IS a good movie! And i now have Tasha agreeing with me about that...Emma L you like it too don't you? Well must watch it later...have Donnie Darko too now...which is a class movie...though i foget what it's about...the apocalypse or something?? Hmmm...i remenber a scary bunny telling Donnie what to do...and his name was Frank...hmm...

Emma L got me 3 new mangas! Doesn't she rock! :P Wahay Emma! Hehe...they are Chobits, so i have lots of nice lovely stuff to read...still have to get that 3rd Escaflowne though to make up my collection..if anyone ever sees it in Forbidden Planet please please tell me cause i've never been able to find it anywhere!

Tomorrow is the formal, so it is all very exciting! Beulah is coming now too with Ian so it will be very very fun. Got a thing of it from Adam earlier given to me from Beulah...was unsure whether it was my ticket or not...sat in confusion for a while...was told later that it was my ticket, so i better NOT lose it. Ahh what if i did...i'd be kinda screwed wouldn't i?...hmm...
Have got the dress sorted..the shoes..the bag has to be borrowed.. "oh tamsin!" :P..hmm and everything else should be grand and dandy..am going to curl ruth's hair tomorrow..so maybe she'll do mine...or maybe i'll put it up..or straight...ahh decisions decisions...i never was one to be good at making them...i am a very indecisive person...

Anyways better ttyl

Over and out!